Getting crazyyyy

I've been back on campus for only a month now, but so much as happened already. Aside from the chaos of classes, there's the stress that comes with being involved with campus organizations. Though I feel as though it's not more than I have been able to handle in the past, at times I feel completely overwhelmed, and it even got to the point of me breaking down, which is silly, seeing how there's only a 5% chance that I will remember it within the next 4 hours.

Between deliberations x2 and a new set of classes (no psychology classes-why?!), I find myself with no time to enjoy myself. I remember the days that I could just chill on the steps and chat with people. I suppose the fact that there are less and less people that I could do that with, along with the fact that I find myself constantly running around, or doing work plays a part...but I was definitely more involved in more things last year, so I'm confused as to why I feel like I have no time to enjoy myself...Am I just failing at time management this year? I guess the whole reading and interpreting and writing about it in classes kind of threw me off...and I'm still not completely acclimated to it, and seeing myself struggle really upsets me. And the whole tension in the room during deliberations just messes with my overall mood and motivation as well, and I just want to scream into the Tarako mountains.

I think I just need to do some soul searching now...I don't think it's a matter of prioritizing better-I think I'm set in that aspect...or am I? I don't even know anymore. Stress x a gazillion!